met up with ant just now
went for dinner down kovan
food was not bad but quite oily
ant brought me to rare places
that we have not gone for a long long time
he being the usual guy who hate beaches
cause sea-breeze never fails to make him feel sticky
thinking back,we often go to the beach to take our stroll
after meals,no place to go,beach will be one fo the choice 
didnt manage to take any pictures but wells
there is lots of changes as compared to the past

 

bringing me to the not usual place to eat
bringing me to the not usual place to take our stoll

i know he is trying to make it up
trying to make me feel that he is trying to change
but me?
being the super stubborn person ever
i kept quiet all the way
till i reached home
):

we talked on the phone
trying to clear all our anger and worries
guess i have exploded

he is backed((:
i am a happy girl
imissyousomuch

first day of school
i am like totaly gone
cant get my body clock right
been yawning non stop
ant is like laughing at me
damn it
ant dun worrie i will be ok(:
rememeber?i am your brave girl

made new friends
shirleen,xueqi,meichin,tommy
and ok new junxin with his glam hair
hahahaha
my cs lecturer aint some proud ass la
he is just some funny person that comes from space

my busy boyfriend called to do his suprise spot check
obviously i am just tired to report
cause he called me at 2 in the morning
bad timing ):
he will be back in three days and i am waiting
3 more days to go and i can finally tell him 
what is my decision((:

haze getting pretty bad
i can feel i am sucking smoke into my lungs
damn the forest burning

-i thank god for my sweet family and peeps((:
 i love you all bits

three more days to school
time indeed flies
back to school life
i am soo relunctant to switch my life but to school times
means no often night outings anymore
means no more stress free days
means no more waking up at 12pm plus 1pm
dammit*

ohwells
meeting dolores and bro later to do some retail updates
been long since i last step out of the house 
other than meeting ant in late evenings(:
to slack and chill the boring nights

he's gone for one week plus one day
getting phone calls everyday from china
meaning my bill going to cost like a bomb -_-
perhaps this trip came in time for us to cool things down
maybe this will strengthen the bond
like what he mention

allan was suggesting a night swim at sentosa tanjong beach
ya this idea sound crazy and i was practically plain lazy to join
soo he went alone 
which makes me a little guilty
sorry dude
devils next weekend alrights((:

sigh.someone is going to report tomorrow
either fine or jail for 7-8 days
i know you dun wish me to worry
keep telling me it will be just a fine
but when you are drunk
things just come out from you mouth
your worries and all
pray that the outcome will be good tml((:
so you dun have to go botak and sleep like majongg
((:

alene**
when are we gotta do our retailing??
give me a ring and we shall go try the food around your home area market((:
been sometimes since i last step into your territary*boo

exam results aint fantastic
i screw my papers
as expected
but manage to pass all and proceed to the next semester
ohwells
in three weeks time
i will be back in nyp
attending school at 0800
leaving school at 2130
pathetic off day on tuesday
friday till 2130
anyone kind soul wanna send me to school?
i dun mind((:

been slacking too muchh
slept a lot
drank too much
allan commented i am a nite cat
lols((:
i am growing fat at this state
i know i am and i am not denying
time to excerise to slim down

i know i will miss all my mambo nites
when school starts
i know i will not get use to school life 
after this new lifestyle i have adopted during the holidays

ant(:
thanks for being there for me always
seriously appreciated
when i am drunk
you are there to send me back
when i am down
you are there to cheer me up
when i am vex
you allow me to throw my temper onto you
bringing me all around sg 
to eat different kind of food
not forgeting the place we went too
((:
without you;i wouldnt be what i am now

Home

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

exams results will be out like less than a week.practically i am feeling kinda screwed up if i think back of the careless mistake..come to think about it,whats done is done.sigh.class outing on 22nd sept east coast((:i am looking forward for it.

heading out to some temple laters.meeting jm later to do some catching up with her life and mine and last but not least meeting my mrCHAN laters.harhars((:i miss u guys soo much.not forgeting my min and van(i do admint the fact that i have neglected him hell loads)sorry my dearest.i didnt mean it.hope you peeps understand my position yeah?

went out with ant and clique last night(:funn..went to the beach to slack a little and we headed to national stadium area for our supper till 4 plus(:had a long chat with ant today to pour everything out and we are ok now.perfectly ok(:ilubaby hope things will go smooth for us(:

did i mention i sleep like 15 hours yesterday and 10 hours today?